Wednesday, October 2, 2013

Full



Once, a long time ago, there was a people who lived in a land that everyone called the Land of the Full.  In this land everyone carried a large cylinder, which was expected by all, to always be full. 

 I guess you could say they had great optimism, perhaps even faith in that way.  They simply believed every person’s cylinder in their land “should be, ought to be, and had a right to be full.” At least that is how the Mayor of the Land of the Full put it each year in his annual address.  Full cylinders were not just a matter of personal importance but a matter of civic duty and pride. 

That is why the Cylinder monitors played such an important role in the town.  The Cylinder monitors did just what their title said, they monitored everyone’s cylinders.  You see, once your cylinder was full you would take your fullness to the Cylinder Monitor who would enter you in the town data base as now being full.  At that moment you would be given a cylinder cover and the Cylinder Monitors would say, “I here by declare your cylinder to be full.  From this time forth your cylinder must always remain covered as that is the only way to keep said cylinder full.” 

Round and round the days and years went like the circle of their cylinders until one day a stranger walked into town.  It was no surprise to see visitors in the Land of the Full because outsiders often came with their empty cylinders hoping to find the secret to being full.  But this stranger was different. He did not come with an empty cylinder.  His cylinder was full.  It was not only full, it was uncovered.  This Stranger quickly became the talk of the town.  The mayor learned that the Stranger was drawing a crowd. Like any good politician, the Mayor was never one to miss the chance to make a public appearance. 

When the Mayor met the stranger, he found himself without words for a moment, which was not at all like him.  He was not accustomed to seeing people with full cylinders walking around with them right out in the open.  Collecting himself, he asked the Stranger to join him for lunch.  As the Mayor and the Stranger sat in the out door seating of the fullest of full restaurants in town, the Mayor said, “I admire your fullness, but why do you not cover your cylinder? After all, the only way to stay full is to keep it covered.”

The Stranger smiled and said, “When you are truly full, you have nothing to hide.”

Before the Mayor could respond, the Stranger stood up.  His eyes were locked on something across the street.  The Mayor tried to ask him where he was going, but all of the Stranger’s attention was now elsewhere.  The Mayor followed the Stranger across the street to an alley side door where people who were full just did not go, but the Stranger would not be stopped until he reached the object of his gaze.  It was a man.  Well, what was left of a man.  He was unshaven, dirty, wreaked with alcohol and sitting beside him was an empty, bone dry cylinder. 

“What is your name?”  The Stranger asked. 

“My name is Pete, but people call me Rocky…” he paused…”they use to call me Rocky.”

“Why don’t they still?” asked the Stranger.

“Because I use to be full.  I use to be somebody. In high school and college I was a star.  The best at everything.  But then, the real world was different. My best didn’t seem to be enough.  No matter how hard I tried it seemed my cylinder kept loosing its fullness.  Then my son got sick.  He died.  My wife left.  And I have nothing left. You can see it…my cylinder is empty.”

The mayor interrupted, “That’s because people like you want to wallow in your loss rather than stand up and be full again.”

The Stranger and Rocky both seemed to ignore the Mayor who he was not exactly used to or pleased with that.

The Stranger said, “Do you want to be full again, Rocky?” 

Rocky, took offense.  “Listen; Stranger, just go on your way. I know I am empty; I don’t need you or the Mayor or anybody else making me feel like I have even less.” 

The Stranger was undeterred, “Do you want to be full?” 

“Well, of course, I want to be full, but I can’t be. Nothing will bring back what I have lost,” said Rocky.

Again, the Stranger asked, “Do you want to be full?” 

Finally, Rocky said nothing.  He couldn’t talk.  The big, gruff guy began to cry.  All he could do to answer was shake his head yes.

The Stranger said, “Give me your cylinder.”

Rocky shook as he handed over his empty cylinder to the Stranger.  And then Rocky saw that Stranger do what he had never seen anyone do in his life.  The Stranger poured his full cylinder into Rocky’s empty one. The more the Stranger poured out his cylinder the fuller Rocky’s became and when Rocky’s was full, the Stranger’s was still full as well.

The mayor did not see this for he had long since left to tell the Cylinder Monitors, but Rocky, full of joy and hope asked, “How did you do that?” 

The Stranger smiled and said, “Come follow me and I will show you.  You see, Rocky, the only way to be full is to be poured out.  For whoever tries to save what’s in their cylinder will come up empty, but those who pour out all they have will always be full.  What does it gain a person to have a full cylinder and yet forfeit his or her very soul?”  From that day on Rocky followed the Stranger everywhere.

One day, the Stranger and Rocky heard angry words, doors slam and tires peal.  They heard the cry of a woman and the panicked scream of a child.  Even empty people with empty cylinders in that empty neighborhood closed their doors and turned their heads, but not the Stranger. He asked Rocky if he knew her. 

Rocky said, “Who doesn’t know her? That is Mary. There certainly isn’t a man in town who doesn’t know her; even some of the fullest men in town know her all too well, if you know what I mean.” 

The Stranger stopped listening and Rocky got the feeling that some how he had crossed a line that the Stranger did not appreciate.  The Stranger walked up to Mary and her little girl with his full cylinder sparkling in the sun.  The child was the first to look up.  “Wow!  Said the child.  The Stranger ran his fingers through the little girls pig tales.  “Do you want some?” he asked?  “Really? Yes, please,” She said reaching for her empty cylinder until her Mother jerked her hand back.  The Stranger was gentle but firm, “Don’t stop this child from receiving what I have to give.  If we adults don’t become more like her, we’ll all end up empty in the end.” 

The mother did not know exactly why but she wanted to trust the stranger.  She let her child give him the empty cylinder.  The Stranger poured his fullness into her emptiness and once again his cylinder stayed full. 

“Did you see that mommy?  He filled my cylinder up and his is still full!”  The girl needed no explanation; she danced around the porch in her fullness. 

So, the mother asked for her, “How did you do that?”

The Stranger said, “The only way to be full is to be poured out, Mary.  For whoever tries to save what’s in their cylinder will come up empty, but those who pour out all they have will always be full.  What does it gain a person to have a full cylinder and yet forfeit his or her very soul?” 

“Its true”, Rocky said, “he did it for me too.”  “Let him have your cylinder.” 

“I don’t deserve it.,” Mary said, “I’m not a good person.  If you knew all that I’ve done…” 

The Stranger gently lifted Mary’s chin so her eyes looked into his, “I know it all, Mary.  I know all you have done wrong as a woman and I know all that was wrong that was done to you way back when you use to wear pig tales.” 

She was trembling now.   For one thing she was afraid…she always felt afraid around men, but she also hoped…she hoped that this man was different.  She thought to herself, “Does he want me for what he can take from me?”

 “No,” the Stranger said, answering her silent thoughts, “I want you for what I can pour into you.”

 And then he took her empty cylinder and began to pour from his fullness filling her emptiness, yet his cylinder still full. 

The Stranger smiled and said, “Come follow me, Mary, and I will show you that the only way to be full is to be poured out.” From that day on Mary and her daughter followed the Stranger everywhere.

And every where he went the Stranger did the same thing!  He poured out his fullness into emptiness and he stayed full.  People all over town who had never known what it was like to be full were now overflowing!  Laughter replaced crying, joy replaced anger, and hope replaced fear.  It was amazing! 

But then in to the joy came a heart breaking scream.  “NOOOOOOO”, came the cry of a Mother and Father.  The Stranger and his followers went straight to the place of the pain.  Beside the parents lay their dead teenage son.  It was too much for Rocky.  He turned to walk out full of his own memories of the loss of his child.  But the Stranger gripped Rocky’s arm.  He said, “They need what you have, Rocky” 

“I can’t help them, only you can,” Rocky said. 

But the Stranger said, “I can‘t help them, if you won’t.” 

Rocky stood still for what seemed like an eternity.  Then without a word, he picked up his full cylinder, walked right up to the young man’s corpse, grabbed the empty cylinder and poured his fullness into the dead boy’s emptiness and suddenly the one that was dead gasped for air.  The parents were shocked and then overwhelmed with relief.  And someone asked, “Rocky, how is your cylinder still full?” 

He just smiled and said, “Come follow my Friend and he will show you what he has shown me: the only way to be full is to be poured out.  For whoever tries to save what’s in their cylinder will come up empty, but those who pour out all they have will always be full.  What does it gain a person to have a full cylinder and yet forfeit his or her very soul?” The Father said, tomorrow, we follow, tonight we celebrate! 

During the celebration there was a quiet knock on the door.  The Stranger, that many now called Friend, answered the door.  It was one of the Cylinder Monitors.  The Stranger went out and the Cylinder Monitor shut the door. He talked quietly and quickly as if he were afraid of being caught. “I am Nick, I believe what you say is true.  I can prove it.”
He uncovered his cylinder.  The Stranger covered his nose.  There was the stench of death in Nick’s cylinder. The water in his cylinder did not sparkle, it was black and stagnate.  And most of all, it was not full. 

“This is why they tell us to keep our cylinder’s covered so neither we nor anyone else will see how empty we really are,” explained Nick.  “So, tell me, teacher, how can I be full again?”

The Stranger told Nick what he told everyone else, “The only way to be full is to be poured out.”

But, at least for now, Nick was too afraid of loosing what he had to risk having all that the Stranger promised.  But before he left, he warned the stranger that that mayor of the other Cylinder monitors were plotting against him. To which the Stranger said, “I know.”

Well, the story from here becomes unpleasant to say the least, but by the end of business on Friday, they had managed to unfairly and cruelly drain every last drop of the Stranger’s cylinder.  He had nothing left to give.  And when that was not enough for them, they took his very life.  Its always shocking and yet sadly expected when we see just how far people will go to keep what they have. 

Rocky and the other followers were sacred and felt empty all over again. But Mary couldn’t take it any more.  She stood up and said, “I refuse not to show my final respect to the man who filled us all up.”  She stormed off to the cemetery where the Stranger’s empty cylinder was displayed as an example to all.  She fell on her knees and sobbed.  Her tears began to fill the Strangers now cold, empty cylinder.  Then, she heard a familiar voice, “Mary, why do you weep?  Have I not told you, the only way to be full is to be poured out.  For whoever tries to save what’s in their cylinder will come up empty, but those who pour out all they have will always be full.  What does it gain a person to have a full cylinder and yet forfeit his or her very soul?” Mary ran and told the others and they believed.  We know they believed because they lived the rest of their lives pouring their fullness it into the emptiness of others.  Many of them even gave their very lives to show that those who are full are those who are poured out.

And over 2000 years later there are still people, people like our brother from Liberia, people like you LH family, who dare to risk it all and discover for themselves that only way to be full is to be poured out. For Jesus says in Matthew 16:25-26, “For whoever wants to save his or her life will lose it, but whoever loses his life for me, will find it.  What good will it be for a man or woman if he or she gains the whole world, yet forfeits his or her soul?”

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